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Assalamualaikum.....
.hari nie dah 26 Februari 2013...so tngal lgi x smpi sblan result SPM nak kluar....bohong larh klu x takut....Ya Allah...kadang2 klu fikir psal result sumpah lngsung x tenang....aku takut klu aku dpat kptusan yg kurang mnggembirakan.....mcm mna larh aku nak face ngn mak n abah......mak n abah....apit minta maaf yg teramat sangat jikalu result SPM apit x sprti apa yg mak n abah impikan.....spnjang apit dok kat skolah tue jarang bagi apit nak bagi kcmrlangan kat mak n abah...selalu bagi kegagalan....apit tau mak n abah psti kcewa.....along,wah,kak chik n wan smuanya pndi2 belaka...but datang ja kat apit nie kurang sikit....mgkin apit x dpat nak bgi sebuah kecemerlangan yang besar sprti mna kak n abg..maafkan apit mak n abah....jikalau kptusan apit krang mmberangsangkan apit redha ja...mngkin ada sbb knapa ditakdirkan sedemikian..x prlu untk apit pertikaikan...mngkin selama nie apit x prnah serius dlm bljar....selalu main2...selalu bg hbis duet mak n abah......apit redha mak n abah...apaown apit harap smga abah n mak akan slalu doaknapit spya apit boleh mnjdi insan yang cmrlang di dunia dan jga dia akhirat.....amin....kwan2 ku kaizeriansss sekalian..aku harap smga batch kita mndpat kptusan yg gempak + cmrlang giler..hrap2 bleh lwan batch transendent n batch root...amin.....klu tngok balik aku selalu dpat top 130 kbwah....prnah rasa top 10 last....kdg2 aku rasa mcm aku nie entah larh.....result trial SBP aku mmg trukkk....hnya dpat 1A 2B 1C 4E 1G time tue aku lngsung x dak ksdran....pstu trial kali kdua trial JPN...alahamdulilah ada peningkatan... 1A 3B 3C cuma result bio n kimia ja yg x tau....aku hrap ada pningkatan larh......n now for SPM.....aku hnya mampu berserah + brtawakal + brdoa sja....itu saja yg mmpu...berserah kepada yg maha Esa....aku hrap org yg dpt top 10 last mcm aku nie akn dpt kptusan yg cmrlanggggg......btw aku bangga ngn aiman shafizzz..dia ada smngat yg sngat kuat..aku prcya ang bleh pnya...sllau ckap kat aku yg dia x pndi.....mngkin Allah x tnjuk lgi.....Mnjong wlaupun kdg2 x dak smngat tpi aku tau ang blehhhh ,Lat,Alyaa Husnaaaaa,Sarah,Ayu,Chin,Leyh,Wan.....nie yg aku ingt yg satu list ngn aku....aku nmpak smngat kita smua........aku doakan yg trbaek untk kita smua...aku syg hmpa smua..aku nie kita smua brjayaaaaaa...5 Bariumm......adam,safwan,manjong,haziq,meor,shafa,pian,edy,acap,fawwaz,roslee,maboy,naciah,erma,syifa,marsyie,jia,nazirah n sara.....kita satu kelas 5 Barium'12...wlaupun kdg2 org dok kata klas kita x uniteee n x brapa nak ngammm tapi korang mmg trbaekkk......prestasi akademik klas kita kdg2 yg pling trcorot...x pa kita dah buat yg shbis mngkin....kwan2 sorry sbb aku jrang nak bg kjayaan..slalu ada ja yg failll....n last but not least......4 bariummmm'11....klas yg prtma kali aku mnjejakan kaki kat sini.......bnyak bnda yg aku pelajari.....akhir kata...."Ya Allahhh.kau kurniakanlah kami smua kjayaann...smga kmi smua mndpat kptusan yg cmrlang dlm SPM nnti ya Allah...hnya padamu kami smua mminta dan juga hnya padamu jua kmi berserah.....andai ditakdirkan salah seorang dripd kami mndpat kptusan yg kurang mmberangsgkan Ya Allah kau kuatkanlah hati dia,tabahkan hatinya....jikalau kami smua mndpat kptusan yg cmrlang Ya  Allah kau hndarilah kmi smua dripda sifat riak dan takabur..ssungguhnya kami smua tdak bleh lari dripda sifat mazmumah itu.....kau kuatkanlah iman dan brsihkan hati kami dripda sifat trsebut...amin..amin...
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Du'a To Allah

Bismillahirohmanirohim...
Assalamualaikum...
ok today i would like to share with u all about du'a...as we all know that's trials,tribulations and challenges are part of every person's life.However,to counter that,Allah has provided us a very powerful tool and that is the tool of du'a or asking Allah for help and his mercy when we need it.And we need it all the time.We must to remember one thing that's without Allah,we are nothing!!remember that...please don't forget Allah....if we have any problems please share with Allah..sometimes when we were thinking the best place for us to express our problems is to share with our friends right??this is not wrong but the best place for us to share our problems is with Allah by du'a.....share all ur problems with Allah....we should make du'a after performing all good deeds such as Salah,recitation of Al-Quran,zikr and also fix a specific time especially for du'a.In dua'a one should adopt humilit and ensure that one understands what is being asked.The time spent in dua'a should be gradully lengthened.We shhould not ask for anthing that is unlawful or something that is not true.Many young people do not realise this and by asking for impermissible things incur the displeasure of Allah.May Allah give us all the twfeeq to turn to Him for all ou needs and may He fulfil all our lawful needs of this world and the Hereafter..Ammennn

#Please take note that i'm not good in english but i'm trying to write it...i want to improve my english....if there is something vacabulary or anything else please comment......i'm not the perfect human...i'm tring to be the best human.......InsyaAllahh.....

u got no choice!!!!

Bismillahhirohmanirahim......
Assalamualaikum.....
ok today i will writes my storiess in bi....i want to improves my communication!!!sometimes went i was thinking about how to communicate in Bahasa Inggeris??i feel very nervous n sometimes i feel like really reluctant or maybe shy....that's is my problem....i don't know how to overcome my problem??everyone had known that bahasa inggeris is our international language or as our second language for us...i must to able myself to speak in bi however is it..u must to try it....last weeks i had read one book..it is about an ecxellent student.......the writer of the book said that if we want to change ourself we must to change our mind first...set our mind that what we want to be!!we must to always thinking the positive things!!!the writer said if we always thinking the negative things so we will not go far or moving forward..insyallah i wiil tries myself...prays for....sometimes i feel very jealous to the person who can speaks english very fluently...i want to be like that...insyaAllah maybe one day....so start from now i must to try it...when we read so we can increase our vacobulary and when we speak we will increase our confidence..so the two things that's very important that we should have in ourself...we must to read n speak....nowadays we can see that all the rules of the interview is we must to be able to speak in english..sometimes we need to answer the question from the interviewer in english...so be carefull!!if the interviewer asking you the killer question with the difficult vacabulary that the interviewer use!!fuhh....how to answer it??so before it becomes late we must try to speak english....if we want to continue our study in the overseas we must to apply the scholarship!!u think that's esy to get the scholarship??i will continue my writing on the other next day....insyaAllah.....
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sElEpAs 4 TaHuN

Bismillahirrohmanirrohim.....dengan nama Allah yg lgi maha pngsih dan lgi maha pnyayang pmbuka bcara pda hri ini......alhamdulillah hari yg mrupakan trikh kramat bg aku 6 Februari 2013...dah slesai dah ksemuanya....slepas hmpir 4 tahun lebih aku brurusan dgn pihak hospital taiping......mulai pdahri nie kes aku dah slesai....syukur alhamdulillah yg x trhngga....mngkin ada sbb knapa smpi 4 thun bru slesai ksmua bnda nie...kdg2 prnah jga trlintas dfkiran aku n slalu aku mmprtikaikan knapa lma sngat Ya Allah kau mnguji aku dgn ksakitan ini....mngkin dia saja yg tahu mngapa smua ini brlaku...aku trima dgn seadanya Ya Allah...aku msih tringat g wktu time form m3 awal tahun,aku mmg trasa yg tramat sakit smpikam x slesa.....pstu g tau kat tcher prema..tcher yg slalu mmbri kata2 smngat n kkuatan hdup untuk aku,pstu dia call ayah aku n then aku g hspital parit buntar untk check apa yg x kena,n then doktor tue kata nie mcm srius so x bleh check kat sini prlu jmpa doktor pakar dkat hspital taiping so set stu hari untk aku g kat sana...so pegi larh ngn mak n abah aku...1st pegi tue aku pown trtnya knapa pakar prindontik....pstu g larh jmpa....aku ingt lagi dktor tue nma dr rashimah......thnx doctor sbb 4 thun mrwat saya...pstu dah g jmpa dia,dia kata mcm kmbung2 tpi mcm xdak apa2 tpi kena g amek x ray...pstu g larh amek x ray.....dktor kata x pa bleh blik dlu nnti jmpa blik...  dia kata kptusan x ray tue dia nak wat kajian dlu....so x pa larh....n then slpas bbrapa hri aku rsa bnda tue mcm smkin mmbsar...sakit yg tramat sngat.....kdg2 smpi brdrah+brnanah....ya Allah hanya engkau ja tahu pda ketika itu....pstu trus call dctor pstu g jmpa lgi...dktor ccuk bhgian yg kmbung tue pstu kluar nanah..dktor kata mcm ada bji dlam gusi kmu tp x sure...so dctor sruh g jmpa pkar ENT...ear nose n tongue..mmg cnggih alatan tue......nmpak hbis apa yg ada dalam hdung n mlut...haha...pstu bnda nie kena bwa brbincang dgn dr ferdinand pulak.....aiyoo....haha....lgi pakar dr nie...n then dia kata kena wat ct scene plak...so aku kena tahan dalam wad for 2 dayss.........1st day msok time tngah hari...doktor inject jrum msuk dlam tngan...dah larh tngan aku pyah nak cari urat....sabo jew larh...so pgi tue..trus g bilik ct scene pstu kpala kna msok dlm lubang bsar tue...pnglmana yg agak takot...haha...lpas tue tgh hri skit dah bleh balik.....hsil kptusan ct scene tue kata ktumbuhan tue mcm smkin mmbsrkan so nak elak dripda apa  yg x sptotnya..so bnda tue kena buang,....so aku kna wat operation....msih ingt lgi trikh operation 8 APRIL 2010.....hmpir 8 jam aku d blik operation....mmg sjuk giler blik tue...sdut satu gas pstu trus x sdarkan diri....bngun2 ja tngok dah ada dlam wad....pstu siap muntah brdarah lagi...mngkin time operate aku telan kowt darah tue...x slap aku nak dkat 30 kali appoinment ngn dktor..so aku brsyukur sngat sbb slepas 6 Februari 2013....kes aku dah selesai...brsyukur sngat2 kpdamu Ya Allah....stiap dugaan n cabaran yg kita alami smua nie adalaah ujian dripda Allah swt...dia nak tngok sjauh mana kita hadapi.....dia x kan mnguji mlebihi tahap keupayaan sseorang hmbanya itu....betapa kasih dan sayangnya dia trhdap kita.....ALHAMDULILLAH